I just need to catch a break- This week my youngest R came down with scarlet fever, strep throat and double ear infections.  This is her 16th ear infection since November 2.  She is a good candidate for tubes but they said let her try to wait out the summer since she doesn't get them in the summer.  My soon to be X  has not seen them and when they got sick he didn't want them.  I would not care if they had whatever - wild horses couldn't keep me away from them.  He is now moving into a duplex that will be rent controlled and owned by friends of ours once again another break.  I think this is a bad dream and I will wake up from it every day and then reality hits and I crash.  But my kids see me through and I love them even more for it.  More to come - thanks for reading.  Lakenlee